A picture

I got Ceika dude to take a picture of Tama without his bandanna! I feel so glee :)
... What's with the silken wear?? :-|

Still, I wanna just snag that bandanna off his hands!

My 'lil date (oh the pun)

My date with Lil started out nice. She asked me how I fell in love with Paris, and I was more than willing to tell my story. I was feeling a little shy, though, because some people couldn't help over-hearing. And by over-hearing I mean eavesdropping! >:-(
For most of the 'date', we stayed at this little coffee/liquor place which stays up 24/7.. We laughed and things and it was nice to talk to her again. We used to only talk about tea and wings...But now we're also talking about coffee and random things (haha, that rhymes, I'm a poet).
We got bored and I decided to order up some liquor... because I was bored and I drink when I'm bored. I supposed that Lil was not unfamiliar with liquor since she's generally considered a thug, and she's also a princess.

Guess I was wrong.

She's very easily drunk. She was spouting out some non-sense... well, some made sense, but I don't think she'll like me very much if I put them here. She also got up and did a little crazy dance... the crazy part was that she was dancing energetically to an easy going music all alone. Because, as I said, it was a coffee place. They are calm places, coffee shops.
The cruel (i guess you can put it that way) part was that I didn't stop her from dancing. I just watched. No, it wasn't in the least bit sexy, but it was hella entertaining. I took her home when she started pulling me to dance with her.

I got to see Spurtmear's face (unfortunately, they're roomies), so me and Lil are even whether she likes it or not.

still, it was fun. I shall upload the pictures once I feel like it.

M rated stuff

I shared my worries with Lei (And when I say "worries" I mean Winogradksi's bandanna). And he was more than happy and willing to help me out. What a friend... :-)

NOT. The douche gave me another (possibly more disturbing) problem. He told me to try and eavesdrop on Jan Jan's conversations on the phone every now and then... And then he smiled at me oddly... So it made me really really really curious about Jan Jan's phone conversations. The problem? I couldn't catch him talking on the phone.
And then there was that one night. I couldn't sleep. I was thinking about Tama's bandanna... I was actually considering stealing it that very night, or at least take a peek on whether he takes it off when he sleeps. You know? (not that I'm a creeper) ...But then I heard Jan Jan talking. ON THE PHONE!! This was it! The moment I had been waiting for.

And...it was absolutely disturbing. Just...my goodness. It's M rated stuff. M rated. I should not have been listening. I tried to go to sleep but... hearing it? Made me not sleep and more curious. So I had to listen through the whole conversation.

Why the hell does Lei know about this stuff?

Well, I guess he'd know because he's really close to both Luca and Jan Jan... And I'm not really close to Luca. We barely talk. It was always awkward to be left alone with him.

I will never be able to view him in the same way ever again. o_o

JUST ASK HIM

Holy mother of casseroles!
I can't take it anymoooooore!!

*Breathes heavily* Okay, so let me explain why I'm cursing casseroles. It's because I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't think properly ANYMORE. ...Okay. So maybe that was an exaggeration. But it feels somehow like that. And the cause behind this...this absurd episode? Tama Winogradski's bandanna.
YES. I KNOW. I'm actually paying attention to him! That's, like, something I mentally swore never to ever do!

It's hard not to look, okay? His seat is in bloody front of me. And it the tail dangles mockingly before my eyes! AAHRGH. I'm going insane. All I honestly want to do right now is pull the damn bandanna. I just want to pull it! My fingers are itching to pull iiiittt.
And now, every time Tama's near my eyes just get stuck on his head.

He must think I'm a creeper, but nonetheless LOVES the attention. It sickens me to think of that... But I just can't stop thinking about it.
I think that if he allows me to pull it just once, I'll get over this... I should just ask him, right? I should... But... Why am I so scared to ask him? JUST ASK HIM.