lows and highs and up and around. am i altruistic?

all week long, i wanted to enjoy the rides with Paris but she seems to be avoiding me. That or I'm over-analyzing and she's actually pretty busy with stuff she's thinking of. I'm already a nuisance, I know... but I really hope she doesn't think that of me. *sigh*

i didn't get to ride anything with her, not even one! And to make it all worse, I spent the week with boys! Not even one girl! Can you believe that? Well... you probably can. *sigh*

I spent most of the week with Lei, instead; the current apple of my love's eye. HA! At least she doesn't get what she wants, either. (Gosh, that sounded evil)
But... I never really talked to Lei about my love troubles. Well, firstly, it's because he won't understand me because he hasn't experienced it yet. The second reason? He's my problem since he's who Paris likes. The blockhead probably doesn't realise it...
Most of the time he just laughed at me, like when we were in the perriswheel (spelling debatable). But he did try to cheer me up, and at least he tried, right?

but when we were about to get off of the perriswheel he said "So that's how it is to be in love?"... which made me think of talking to him about my love troubles more... because the boy is seriously clueless. It made me stare for a whole minute. LITERALLY. ...I wonder, though, if he was thinking of someone when I was talking about love.

 

(crying about my love problems)

(Photo booth. Lei was trying to cheer me up. The photo? I burnt it.)