Zonvelf got Hameka (apparently)

I got Hameka, apparently.
And she um, she.. I don't think she's fallen for anyone yet. Perhaps with a girl? But maybe in the near future, she will fall for Jin.

Hmm, favourite food. She could probably a truck, so I'll say anything. :D

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Trigger

*sigh* I've been playing this game with Remy. It's called "To The Moon", and I feel completely sad because of it. These are manly tears I am shedding! It just makes me feel nostalgic about everything that's happened to me life (if you could even call it a life), all the memories, do they even mean a thing other than to me? And the only one that actually shares the same memories with me have forgotten....

Maybe...I could trigger it from somewhere between?

Aww!! I just can't give up on these whole memory thing with Paris. I mean, I know it means a lot to her if I just drop it, because she doesn't think she's the girl from my memories..but I can't help but feel selfish. I mean, I am only data after all. What is left for me, other than the data I've saved? ;_;

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MS: vacation

I studied in Apollo through the last years of puberty. Apollo and Earth...

I entered the same Middle School as Alfie, Hugo, Luca and supposedly Jan and Lei!! But they both didn't show and without even any explanation. We kind of understood Lei, but Jan Jan really confused us. I think I really got to know the three, it was really fun. They're so funny to have around, and I always felt more confident when with them. It had actually been a few years til I got to hang out with people in my "age" (stage, actually), so I really went and enjoyed it as much as I could... cause I knew that pretty soon they'll grow up and eventually die and leave me behind. So I just enjoyed the time... It was a sort of vacation for Sir Tea and I.

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aha ha ha ha ha

:O

Am I the last one to do the blog theme?? :O :O

Well, I think... I'm like... hmmm... Alvin Ceika, and Jin...(what's his last name?? Oh well.) and also...Nigel Thorton.
I think I'm like those three, because I guess you could call me a good person, but I'm not really all entirely made up of goodness. Which is why I am like Ceika. I think he's a good guy, but he's struggling. Jin, well, Jin and I, we are the same kind. hahahaha! And then Nigel, because he has some strange confidence in him even though he's just some filthy human who breathes from trees. Although, my confidence is naturally because I'm perfect. I'm not being arrogant, it's just the truth. (Or maybe I'm spending way too much time around Kassandra...)
KASSANDRA! I think we are a lot a like actually...only she is very twisted. and merciless. and sadistic. but she's interesting.

P. S. the title really has no connection to this blog

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Empathy

Right. Uhm. I read something about...empathy. And it got me realising that I'm not really something that should be empathizing, right? I mean, animals and any other beings, they empathize. But Cain and I don't.... because I'm just data, right?

But somehow...I can. How my creator did this, I would like to know. He or she must be some smart individual....

AND THEN I thought that I may not be oozing out these empathizing chemicals by myself... It might very well have been programmed, right? Which means my every feeling is rewritable and can be taken away, or that there is an instruction deep within me that I am following... and that just scares me. Because... am I being sincere at all? Perhaps I am, in my very own way...but then...it's all permanent. I can't change anything at all.... right? I feel somehow weakened at the thought of it.

So I will delve on getting to know empathy more. I will observe everyone and hope to understand my actions.

Haaahhh~ Somehow I feel depressed. :(

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Limerick: lalalove

A long time ago, there was war
In a place that could only adore
To that place I was sent
where all my heart was spent
on a little girl who lived by the shore

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Not regretful

I don't have regrets... I think I've lived my life to the fullest so far. I don't spoil myself, but I don't wander away from things I want. Sure, I would've loved to have spent all this time with Paris...right from when I met her, to this very day. I wonder about things like that sometime. But what really matters is now, and right now I'm happy about how things worked out and I don't wish for a thing to change.

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Zonvelf's mind

I think it's obvious to say that I have Paris in my mind constantly. I'm always thinking about whether she's comfortable, or if her health is okay, or if I'm bothering her too much, or if she doesn't like holding my hand, or if she doesn't like me....and I also replay the memories of 200 years ago. It's so, so clear...

Other than that, I think about myself. Where did I come from? What am I, actually? Who made me? What's the purpose of my existence?

things like that. My mind is a pile of data that stops where I can't understand.

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Sir T and I

The second blog theme sure is personal, isn't it? As for parents, well, I only have Sir T. We're okay, actually. We've known each other for...well, all my life, basically. Ever since I started to remember, he was already there. He's not as busy as I make him seem to be. When we're both home, we talk. And I mean we really talk... like about my school or his job or anything annoying, or any philosophical thoughts.. Just about life generally. He's really clever and it's always nice to learn something from him. You know, whoever my "creator" was...I'm glad he gave me to Sir T. He really knows who to trust. :]

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None?

I....don't have money. I never really needed it. Sir T takes care of my education, but....other than that....I don't have any.

._.

I mean, I work under him....but I guess I can't consider that as "work" since I....don't...get paid for it. Uhhh....yeeeeaaahhh..... Hmm... I never thought of this question before.

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It gets better as you roll down!

Paris and I had our ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY last April 10 :> We're going strong and loving! :3 Here is Paris on her good side. (she took the picture, I edited. :D

We are so clearly in love :">
Many more years to come! <3

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15 facts about Zonvelf

I'll start with the First Sentences and then finish with the facts. :>

I actually spoke very little of myself, so I don't have much facts. How...not vain of me.

~ First sentences ~

I can tell that this is the start of a wonderful relationship. I was first. I can't believe I'm saying this, but... I miss Tomo. It's been a while since I last blogged. Hey, it's Diamond's birthday today. ‘sup? I have another tree to chop… DID. I AM A GOOD PERSON! I went to bed last night but I found myself unable to sleep. Dear Zonvelf the birdie, how’s it going? I’m in Apollo… What light is light, if Paris be not seen? I am seated beside this gay boy and a human being. I’m hungry so I’ll make this quick. I’m the luckiest dude to ever, ever live! Holy mother of casseroles! I shared my worries with Lei (And when I say "worries" I mean Winogradksi's bandanna). My date with Lil started out nice. I got Ceika dude to take a picture of Tama without his bandanna! Diamond keeps telling me that the first person I met in wca is Nigel Thorton. My fear is breaking a relationship… Yes, Luca wrote to Jan Jan, but he didn't write to me. Sooo.... I think it's pretty obvious that I am the jealous type, but I don't act out so dramatically (unlike some people). Lucky me, I've never had a haircut before. all week long, i wanted to enjoy the rides with Paris but she seems to be avoiding me. so everything has been quite busy. Me and Paris are going out now! I was… Seeing as I can't describe her physically (would very much go with breath-takingly beautiful), I will have to tell you the very roots of why exactly I'm obsessed with this lady. This person is really smart, but he/she doesn't really cooperate with the class much. Five years ago, I was in my second year of middle school. Hello, my name is Horatio. I have serious reasons to believe that maybe my creator was from Mars. HAHAHAHHA!! So today is my birthday! I dreamt I was stuck in another planet with two human male and a girl. King, huh. I like Paris' body. Granted, but your dad will come with her as a package. What the hell? Hey all! April 10 is the date of which I finally got into a relationship with the tree beside me in this picture. It was Jan Jan’s birthday last…Thursday? I CAN FINALLY FINALLY TALK TO MY LOVE <3 

~ end of First Sentences ~

well that was sort of random, as to be expected. But at least I had actual legit sentences. :>

~*insert number here* facts you should know about Zonvelf ~

(1) I’m god at shooting and rowing.

(2) I hate Lei.

(3) I think I would make a downright handsome catcher.

(4) My siblings pretty much drive me bonkers.

(5) I want to pull Tama’s bandanna.

(6) I drink when I’m bored?!

(7) I was 219 years old when I met Paris.

(8) I hate my creator/inventor for making me such a gallant man.

(9) My hair doesn’t grow at all.

(10) I have a small necktie.

(11) One friend in particular changed me deeply and I treat him as a treasure.

(12) I’m very fond of Venusians for no apparent reason.

(13) I hate the feeling of rain against my body.

(14) I like the arch of Paris’ back.

(15) I love summers.

 I also mentioned someone named "Jules" in my earlier posts. Someone I knew from Castor.... He's actually a "cousin" of mine. :) And then I said Jan Jan is sarcastic (I said it prior to Jan Jan being in WCA)..... which is true! weird.

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February Joy

I CAN FINALLY FINALLY TALK TO MY LOVE <3
But speaking of which, AHHH!!! We barely made it to the first round! :[] How can this even happen?? I better buckle up if I want that kiss. :3

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Happy birthday Jan Jan!

 

It was Jan Jan's birthday last...Thursday? Anyway, it was on the 26th. Us boys (The six) just went out to go drinking and singing and dancing and eating lots of cake. It was really nice. But then Jan Jan disappeared. I was actually too blissful to be aware of what happened, but Lei said Jan Jan said he'd be back but he never came back at all. Well... at least he got a picture of Jan just before he left...

Maybe he just wanted to be alone. He was protesting a lot when we told him to celebrate, anyway.
Or maybe he's got something against birthdays.

Anyway, Tomo caught him eventually (in some forest, drinking booze, contemplating life) so we had a mini celebration with a strange mix of House B and D.

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The Lorax beside me

April 10 is the date of which I finally got into a relationship with the tree beside me in this picture. Who totally doesn't exist,by the way (I'm a good boy). I love summers, don't you? :> Can't wait for it to come <3

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Bratz forever Diamonds~

Hey all! I'm currently in Apollo with me chums :D
We've been doing crazy stuff, hanging around and all.

BUT NOT TODAY!

Because today I'm so damn bored. And I'm so damn unhappy without my Paris in sight :(
So I used my slick chic magnefique gadget thingy (we really have to give that a brand now) to search up some stuff >:)

BEHOLD! IN RAW FLESH- - - - - -

Dynamite!Paris. :D A really cool angle if you ask me. :-j I also found one with Sky in it... but I only want this one <3 :)
This other one is Party!London. :D It was difficult to find a more decent picture. In fact, this was the only one!!

And then there's also Sabrina and two other unknown girlies. :3 I'm guessing Lilianne and Sasha? hahah

2nd to the last picture, we have our Brittany from the next class and also Mother Meygan of House D. And then the last picture is Kassiewassie in the center. And that's actually Sabbywabby in the far left.

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